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Well get out the crayola's and colored me tickled pink. not just because i'm sunburned but for the fact that i'm floating on cloud nine =)))) way above the clouds and in the sky and yes my cloud drifts low and down every now and again...but i'm HAPPY!!!!!!
I was reading my old diary entrys, and i was like ....holy crap, thats not me. well, it is me when i'm depressed. and i think it was james who once told me i never wrote anything when i was happy, and well...i'm happy so JAMES!! i actually decided to take your advice on something...we'll see how this one goes =)
I LOVE RYAN!!! oooooo...god i love him =)))))) he's just one of those people that i want to wrap in a tiny box and squeeze him and squeeze him again and again cos i love him so much =). HE MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!!!! i can't get over this feeling...i want to dance or something. as corny as it sounds..he makes me just want to bounce and be all giddy. he's only the 3rd person in my life who has EVER made me feel like this at a given point. the only other two have been angi and kristy. cos you know they just kick ass and all and what not =) but i love my ryan angel to the point of no control! i don't care if i get hurt, i just love him here and now right with me. right at this moment i've never loved anyone this much in my life =))))) WOW!!!!! it's amazing...i could.....oh god i don't know what i could do i just adore him!!!
I hope i can go out w/kristy tonight on the town. well i know we'll be going out but i also hope i can bring angi with us. i think i've told a few people so much about her they feel like they know her already. i have to talk about my angi angel...she's the best =). her and kristy....just wow =)))))
woah, i just remembered this is the sci-fi weekend that kelpie's at. he asked me to go but i can't cos i have drill team camp this week. which is going to suck...but i'm still happy. actually it'll be fun!!!!!!!!!! wow....i don't know what i'm on or where i got it but i never want it to go away EVER!!!!!