My jonathan wasn't angry with me =) cos he's such an angel
=) I woke him up last night cos i called his hotel and he was all
sleepy like and all "i love you staci" it was sooooooooo sweet =))))))).
god i miss him......i would honestly give up like....i think i would give
up all my bush posters and my bush cd's just to hold him right now.....which
is a lot for me cos i LOVE bush.
i was like making up these scenarios in my head today....one was about
me being an actress =))) GOD PLEASE...i'd sooo love to do that.
and the other one was about jon like winning a nascar race. i'm so
imaginative....i should write screenplays or something =) seriously...i
would also like to direct.
right now i'm so worried about college...it's like i have no clue where
i want to go. well i know where i want to go....i want to go to hartford
now....cos it's a really REALLY good acting/computer college....which are
like gonna be my two majors......but out of state tuition is hell and it's
sooo far away. maybe i can get in to some place for 2 years....and
then transfer to a bigger college like hartford. i wouldn't want
to go out there alone though. i mean....seriously......i would want
to like go with kristy, or angi, or jon, or any one of my good friends
out there. well maybe not they wouldn't have to go to the college
but i'd like to go with someone so i wouldn't be alone. jon wants
to go to n. carolina....thats not THAT far away from connecticut is it???
i can't believe i'm thinking about this college...but it's sooooo oooo
good =0 you have no idea.
If dordt wasn't such a christian college i'd go there. NOTHING AGAINST
CHRISTIAN COLLEGES.....God knows how religious i really am....amen =).
i love god....but i'm wiccan....so i actually use things he gave me and
blah blah blah.....but i still believe in the God =). he's awesome....ANYWHO...i'm
just afraid that i....i dunno....i'm afraid of it being all strict.....and
what not. but it's a good college also.
i dunno...i'm so scared of leaving....leaving all my friends.....i'm soo
scared. I know who i'll keep in touch with and who i probably wont....but
i'm still scared.
i'm also scared of being a senior...i dunno..i'm just scared.
here's a list of what dordt has to offer....i don't think it has a drill
team though which is a biggy on my list....i really REALLY want to be on
a college drill team damnit.
okay...they have like a dance club...which
isn't TOO bad....they teach you how to dance =) that would be good...considering
i've never taken dance in my life accept the 3 years of drill team...
oooo..and a radio station =)
computer club...
Introduction to Theatre
Fundamentals of Acting
Essentials of Stage Movement
Theatre History and Literature: Greek through
Renaissance
Theatre History and Literature: Anti-Realists
through Postmoderns
Radio Drama
Directing
Voice Production and Performance
Applied Theatre - Directing
Applied Theatre - Acting
Applied Theatre - Design
Applied Theatre - Technical Theatre
Advanced Acting
Playwriting Workshop
Individual Studies
Special Topics
now thats just the theatrical part....here's
the computer education stuff..
*quick thought...my feet REAK*
Structured Programming I & II
Information Systems Design
Data Communications
Database Systems Design
Data Structures
Computer Architecture and Assembly Language Programming
Programming Language Concepts
Information Systems for Decision and Support
Computer Technology and Society
Operating Systems
Special Topics
Practicum
Individual Studies
and finally psycology
General Psychology
Developmental Psychology I & II
Elementary Statistics
Social Psychology
Physiological Psychology
Abnormal Psychology
Experimental Psychology
Learning: Theory and Applications
Personality: Theories and Assessment
Health Psychology
History and Systems of Psychology
Fundamentals of Practice
Introduction to Counseling
Field Experience
Special Topics
Individual Studies
pretty cool huh? the acting thing is
GREAT....i really REALLY want to go there now.....
i just applied.......i know i should get started....achhh,..
i have allergies and it really sucks.
and my webcam page is broke now.....grrrrrr.....freeservers is "updating
systems"....kiss my ass. i want to update my page fuckers.
I REALLY MISS JON. i just want to squeeze his little body right now.....he's
so cute and sexy and sweet.
