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FUCK YOU!!!!! OKAY???? screw you.....screw all of you.....I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING GAME!! you can't mess with me like this, you can't do this to me......don't fucking lie to me any more.
no one has ever loved me...none of my relationships have been anything accept some dickhead guy who thinks he's smooth trying to get a piece from me. WELL SORRY FUCKRAGS, i'm not that easy. go fuck some slut for all i care. NO ONE FUCKING CARES ABOUT ME!!! i guess it's a fact i have to live with...i'm nothing but a sexy face. or some shit.....nothing but a hot person. I HAVE NO FUCKING PERSONALITY.....
and i'm easy to forget obviously huh ryan???? isn't that right james???? FUCK YOU
i'm so sick of this game called life...i'm sick of it all. SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS SOMETHING MORE THAN SOMEONE WHO YOU WOULD JUST LIKE TO FUCK!!
I HAVE A FUCKING PERSONALITY!! AND IT'S GOOD GODDAMNIT!!!! i am a nice girl...i am sweet, if you let me i swear to god i'll love you more than anyone and treat you like a god.
but no..i can never have someone feel liek that about me
i'm never anything more than a pretty face. i'm never anything more than what looks like a good fuck.....i'm never anything special or amazing.
i see these guys with just these like....strange girls, or maybe even ugly girls, or larger or something. and these girls that look like that my age i think are beautiful....but there always complaining that they never get anyone.
IF THEY'D JUST FUCKING WAIT SOMEONE WILL LOVE THEM MORE THAN ANYTHING SOME DAY!!
unlike me....a somewhat attractive girl who's gonna be cheated on, used, played, and forgotten about so quickly. RIGHT HUH????? AREN'T I RIGHT????
"your what every guy dreams of staci"
YEAH FUCKING RIGHT!!!! how come they never keep interest in me?????
BOYS LIE!!! BOYS CHEAT!! BOYS SUCK!!!
boys suck my ass.
beauty is only skin deep you fuck rags!!!!!! there is so much more to me than a pretty face goddamn you all!!!
FUCK YOU!!!!
fuck it....all....just suck my sexy ass okay??? FUCK YOU.....i'm so much more than a pretty face.
AND HERES WHY I DESERVE TO BE LOVED.
I am nice, I am sweet, I treat people with respect no matter how they treat me, i'm not stuck up, i don't judge people until i know them, i'm nice, i am very nice, i am funny, i have a brain, i'm smart, i'm a dreamer, i like to do crazy things, i'm not a loud drunk, i'm not loud, i'm not bitchy accept when people piss me off, i dont' get pissed off easy, i protect my friends, i'm protective of people i love, i am creative, i'm a good dancer, i can write some good poetry, i can act very well, i'm talkative, friendly, i have job, i'm not that lazy, i like the stars...and finally...
i treat people like gods.
so there... FUCK YOU!!! beauty is only skin deep.....it fades away.....hey who knows!!1 tomarrow i could wake up with a thousand scar marks on my face and my hair is all gone...
but i'd still be a good fucking person.....i'd still be a good fucking person goddamnit.
now......
but i'm right. i am right damnit...
NOW IF I COULD JUST MAKE THE REST OF THE WORLD SEE THIS......everything would be fine. and the world would be a happier place.
and if you think i have to much emotion, fuck you.
and if you think i overreact
fuck you up the ass
and if you don't think i'm a good person
go to hell.
go straight to hell.
i'll see you there fuck rag
kelpie just made me realize what i want from a relationship.
i want exactly what he has give me for more than a year now.
he has spent everynight reminding me of what i am, who i am, and reminding me that i am good.
he hasn't given up on me.
angi never gave up on me
kristy hasn't given up on me yet.
all i want is someone who won't give up on me.